最幸福的幸福

今天有个香港的senior来问我
我在新加坡有比较开心吗？
我想了想
回答说
“我不知道，因为我不想去比较。
两边都有两边的好，两边都有不同的开心。”

我知道
这话很假
我也知道
我经常去比较
也常向我这里的朋友抱怨
我是多么的想香港

但
我好像从来都没告诉他们
我在这里是多么的开心
不是因为别的
而是因为有了你们
=）

是你们
让我的生活简单却不乏味
是你们
让我看开了“没香港也能活下去“的道理
是你们
让我忘却那种种伤痛

有时候想
其实
这样的生活也不错
为简单的幸福而微笑
是最幸福的幸福
=）

NUS Offer Letter?

During my lunch break today, as usual I was having my quick lunch in room while randomly browse through my email. And then something popped out. "APPLICATION OUTCOME TO NUS - PHARMACY"

Stunned. With my eyes and mouth wide opened. I can't believe this. I thought I was being rejected since its three months ago when I applied for NUS. My heart stopped beating for one second, and then continued with accelerated speed. I grabbed my phone and called Kevin. So this guy was still sleeping though its already noon time. He sounded shock (for me) when he heard this news. And then what he told me was, he's going to take his bath first. And then left me alone with this shocking email in my room. I called another friend, Chi Yung. Again, I heard shock-ness and happiness and disappoint-ness through the phone. But nobody gave me a solution, whether should I tell my parents or not, whether to accept or not.

And then Kevin came down to my room. He helped me to call his friend currently studying in NUS and seek for more information. Then he told me, NUS is a not a bad choice, especially for Pharmacy. So he asked me to decide by myself and then he walked away. Left me alone again, in my room.

I really dunno what to do man. I still have class after this and my finals are coming soon. And tonight I even have high table dinner. And I even plan to finish my microprocessor revision this afternoon. GOSH seriously. What am I suppose to do? =(((

Free Cone Day

Okay this is so random. It all happened when this guy suddenly called me during the mid day and say "Lets go get free ice cream!" I suppose to have my lab session from 2-4pm but life would be boring if its so predictable right? 

But OF COURSE I can't skip my lab session. So I tried my best to finish my work and start our journey to Central, just to get a Ben & Jerry free ice cream. =P (No doubt this guy skipped his lecture...)

Well the queue is very long, but it was quite fast. There's another group of friends queuing somewhere else in Central but we didn't manage to join them since we're late. After queuing for about half an hour (I think less than this) we get our free cone yay! 

But our day doesn't ends here. So this guy suggeste that sicne we're already out, why don't we have some nice dinner outside? And ya, our nice dinner has ended up with Pizza Hut in some random place after taking a 15min cab ride =.= Hahahaha but anyway, it was nice.

And then we take tram (or somebody call it Ding Ding) heading back to Lee Hall. It was so nice except that the speed was so slow... =.= And I found something cute with the aunty sitting in front of me. LOLL A Gucci tag behind her shirt???

Of course, we didn't forget to buy ourself a Share Tea on our way back. OMG Today is such a fattening day!!! 

But whatever, life wouldn't be great without randomness isn't it? =)

Best Friend?

Seriously, how can you treat me like this??? =)))

Best friend huh? 

This is how my so-called best friend treated me once he get down from flight, after dumping me for one whole week, enjoying his reading week in Malaysia. Should I be mad or be happy? LOL

爱?

刚看完了朋友的部落格
心中感触莫名

对于我来说
爱情 是没有值或不值的
爱情 只有牺牲与奉献
如果 你口口声声说爱一个人
却连包容及体谅都没有
那么试问 你是真爱他
还是因为寂寞而拥抱呢？

人生 真的很奇怪
喜欢上的人
往往都与心目中的白马王子有着天涯之距
拼命说服自己 他不是你喜欢的
可是 一旦爱上了 就是爱上了
欺骗自己 到最后伤得最重的
还是自己

哈哈哈哈
一篇胡言乱语
我想 我疯了。。。

Hello HK

Dear Blog,

Its been a long time for me not to update my life in HK here, besides grumbling nonsense things. Two weeks had passed. Well, I'm kinda starting to suit myself in this environment, AGAIN. Well, life is good as I still have friends that care about me. And recently we're like being obsessed to attend for gym. =)

First, I thought it was so stressful here. But now I look back and I realize all the stresses are given by myself. After all, life can still be fun. But I'm afraid that I'll keep enjoying life again and forget I have to catch up my studies. And my duty here is for study, not play!!!

Today Sam ask me to library for some electrical circuit question. Surprisingly, I knew nothing about what he had asked. (So sorry I have to say this... =( ) Seriously, I just only started to understand the basic concepts after being "forced" by him to think. That's the first time for me in this sem for brain storming... I really need to work hard.

Haix... You're right, its time for me to wake up =)

What happens in 2011

Yeah! Or I mean aww.... Today is the last day in 2011, means I will get older when I open my eyes in the next morning. Should I be happy or sad?

2011, is really a meaningful plus special year for me. Why? First, my life is being divided into two separate parts.  First half is my college life, working hard to score well in A2, where my life is still full of dreams and hope. The second half, is my University life, where I become matured and get knew to many things that life isn't as easy as I thought.

Sweet and bitter, doesn't matter anymore. I still remember, last night, or maybe a long time ago I wish I could earn a lot of money, buy a big house and bring my family to travel all around the world. But today, it seems so far to reach. I don't know why my life would end up being like this, no aim no target, just hope to life well in everyday. And my only hope is, I can passed all my exam and graduate and find a work. Just a WORK, but not aiming for GOOD and WELL-PAID JOB. What a pity life.

Still remember, I was crying at the last day in last year, hesitating whether should I attend HKU's interview. Seriously, I wrote to them, rejecting the interview that night. But I changed my mind, in the second morning.
Well, I have to admit that I really regret that why I wanna go to that interview in last minute. I wish I've not. From that day onward, my life changed. HKU its like a nightmare, occupying my life for the whole 2011. And today I've prove that my fear to HKU at that time was right, this is definitely not my life. And she causes me to lose every single confident left in my heart. If I have a second chance, I really will reject the interview. Really.

Okay, I think the most 10 important things that happened in 2011 are:
1) A2 exam
2) Score well in A2
3) Say goodbye to so many bff
4) Enjoy my life in HK for 3 months and meet a lot of nice friends with different culture
5) Aiming for a pass rather than A in HKU
6) the HKU nightmare
7) Taiwan trip =P
8) Forgive an important friend =)
9) Study something that I swore not to study in my life and lose all my hope and target of life
10) Regret for not telling you that I like you LOL

Actually, 2011 is really not a bad year for me, at least, it should be rank the second coolest year in my life. (Best and the most insane year is Form 4 2008 =P And I know you knew why xD) I really will appreciate and always remember this year.