曾经 我努力加快自己的脚步

只为了追上你的步伐

如今 我累了所以放慢了步伐

却惊觉你为了我而放慢你的脚步

曾经 我们的话题都围绕在你身上

我往往都是聆听着

如今 话题总绕在我身上

而你变成那位聆听着

现在看回去

发觉 原来要让一个

非常以自我为中心的人

为自己放慢脚步 聆听自己

是要付出多么多的心血与时间

但 看见你愿意跟着我放慢步伐

一切 似乎都值了

:)

You told me we're graduating soon. So we should do something asshole and break some rules.

There were free ice creams give away today.
I doubt whether we can take it but since you're the team leader, if you say okay then means it will be okay.
So you brought me to eat ice cream during call time, publicly.
And not surprisingly, the manager saw this.
Hence we ended up standing in a row, with hands behind, like primary school kids.
Listening to her rage scolding.
But I was smiling in my heart, because is WE were being scolded, not ME...
And you told me, you will tank everything...

I knew you will explain to me again but you will never say sorry.
Because you are a Leo.
But I know, all the explanations actually mean one word, sorry.
So I told you nah, it was a great experience also. Rebelling before graduating is fun.
And we both laughed, finding ourselves super retarded.

There was another event going on in dance studio.
They wanted to send you there and they asked me my opinion.
Without hesitating, I said "GO".
I swear I caught sense of disappointment in your eyes and you looked away from me.
But I thought you should know better than others why I will say "go".
So I'm curious, what's that disappointment about then?

You're a great guy.
A guy who really listened to my problems.
A guy who I can talk non-stop with.
A guy who is imperfectly perfect.

You're a great guy.
But I'm not a great girl.
So I have to say goodbye.

Guess I won't meet such a great guy in the rest of my life ever again...