You told me we're graduating soon. So we should do something asshole and break some rules.

There were free ice creams give away today.
I doubt whether we can take it but since you're the team leader, if you say okay then means it will be okay.
So you brought me to eat ice cream during call time, publicly.
And not surprisingly, the manager saw this.
Hence we ended up standing in a row, with hands behind, like primary school kids.
Listening to her rage scolding.
But I was smiling in my heart, because is WE were being scolded, not ME...
And you told me, you will tank everything...

I knew you will explain to me again but you will never say sorry.
Because you are a Leo.
But I know, all the explanations actually mean one word, sorry.
So I told you nah, it was a great experience also. Rebelling before graduating is fun.
And we both laughed, finding ourselves super retarded.

There was another event going on in dance studio.
They wanted to send you there and they asked me my opinion.
Without hesitating, I said "GO".
I swear I caught sense of disappointment in your eyes and you looked away from me.
But I thought you should know better than others why I will say "go".
So I'm curious, what's that disappointment about then?

You're a great guy.
A guy who really listened to my problems.
A guy who I can talk non-stop with.
A guy who is imperfectly perfect.

You're a great guy.
But I'm not a great girl.
So I have to say goodbye.

Guess I won't meet such a great guy in the rest of my life ever again...

因为工作的事情烦了很多天
知道自己虽然有一份工作
可是毕竟九个月后还是会失业

就在今天
我随口提起 可却讲不下去
你却很耐心地一直问我到底怎么了
告诉你后
你竟然很生气
还骂了粗话
好像要去跟那些人厮杀这样
说真的 听你这样一骂
我好受多了

其他人 最多听一听 然后笑笑说没事的
只有你 会在那边破口大骂
可能 就是因为这样
不管有多大的事情
只要有你在
一切 都好像能变得很美好
=)

连八点要去Lab 都爬不起床
却为了做 Apple crumble 给你而八点准时起床
我想 我是真的疯了

以为你根本会因为忙而吃不到
或是你只会意思地吃一小块
可是 你却拿着汤匙
一口接着一口
瞬间把半个 tray 的 apple crumble 吃掉
我们其他八个人才吃掉半个 tray
你却一个人吃完半个 tray
吓死人么

可是
我记得你没有很喜欢吃甜点啊
也不记得你是会吃这么多的人
你总是很节制自己的饮食的
虽已我不知道
是你真喜欢吃 还是在内疚上次蛋糕的事

不知道
只知道
我很开心
因为你吃得很开心
=)

Is it a good thing when you say that sometimes when I wanna pronounce some words, I can't pronounce it out properly?! Slap youuuu! I know my English is very bad okay... But oh well, at least you notice about this. But still, I hate you hahahahaha

我想 我疯了

运动完装满水瓶
真准备回房间
突然 不远处闪过一个熟悉的身影
是你 和你的朋友在说话

天啊 我该说声嗨吗？
不 还是不要 算了
还是加紧脚步跑了吧

回到房间
越想越不对经
于是像发了神经似的
把刚装满的水瓶
想都不想就倒了

然后拎着那个空水瓶
飞速的回到那个地方

可惜 你不在了
才发觉
原来 错过
可以那么的简单...

今天

我走在你的前面

我们之间的距离很远

但

我听见你追上来的脚步声

你还喊了我的名字

然后

你跟我说了句

“一起走吧！”

第一次

和你一起并肩走着

一路上 说着 笑着

好久 没跟你说这么多话了

虽然 没人提起

那心里

只有我们知道的秘密

跟你在一起

就是那么的轻松自在

仿佛全世界只剩你一个人

不用刻意的找话题

因为我们好像 总有聊不完的话题

你总喜欢对我抱怨
你很忙 你很累
看你那憔悴的样子
我真的很想跟你说
我真的很心疼你

好久

没这种感觉了

我以为我已经老了

不会有这种感觉了

遇见你 是个奇迹

多希望

那段路 

永远没有终止

多希望

时间

能永远停留在那儿...

Sem Starts

So a new semester has just started. And its week 3 now.

Everyone has started with their fyp, yet I'm the only one who's still waiting for my materials to come, which will probably take another two weeks. Frankly, I'm quite lost in my fyp.

Its week 3 now, and I already had two small quiz. And my first CA is coming next week.

Actually my schedule is quite tight, but don't know why I found myself slacking all the way until now. I think I should go and do some research on my fyp. Or at least start revising my CA test. But I'm still not bother to do anything.

My only CCA now is working (though its not even a CCA). Maybe I'm a person who needs CCA to live. And now I don't have any motivation. Maybe I'm still in holiday mood. I don't know. But I really had to wake up. I can't slack in my last year of uni life!

OMG. Somebody please slap meeeee. Okay I need to go study now. At least try to.






And you're annoying.
I just can't get rid of you.