I Don't Feel Okay

I don't feel okay.
I know I'm not okay.
For the first time I'm not attending your performance.
I have to admit that I do care. A bit.
Although how much I pretended.
Although how much I wish I don't.

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I don't feel okay.
I know something isn't right between us.
I know this is not the right way.
I wanna pull myself out.
I tried hard.
I tried.

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I don't feel okay.
I know that feeling is missing.
When I didn't think nor mention about you for days.
This feeling isn't really right.
I think I'll forget about you.
Sooner or later.
Or I already did.

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I don't feel okay.
I don't feel secure.
I hope I can hid myself up.
I wanna be a loner.
Because I am always a loser.


I don't feel okay...