I don't like here

Well,
I am not okay.
I am NOT.
With everything.

I really need a hug now.
I am so afraid of this environment.
I really need to cry out now.
I am so afraid of the people surrounding me.

I was stunned.
When you told me that dude.
Nobody ever told me this.
I never know I deserve a better one.
Finally I know its time to let go.
And I promise this time I won't turn back anymore.

Am I the one who is weird or the people here is weird?
I wanna go home.
I don't belong here.
I just wanna go home.

Sometimes the person that wakes you up to reality is the one that is not closest to you....